contradiction.

i so need a new blog?

watch this space...

...and so 2005 is coming to an end. i'd say 2005 isn't a bad year. nothing much happened but it's just a decent year. school's great. i have wonderful friends and i'm financially stable. lol.

and so 2006 is approaching. i'll be turning 20 in about 2 weeks time. time to grow up. and here goes my 2006 resolutions. it's redundant cos i won't fulfill it but wtf? you just gotta try & achieve something.

- work harder. in other words, improve on your time management young man.
- less partying can...
- try & save up a little. and stop wasting money on unnesessary things. eg. cab, cab, cab
- be more punctual. not just school, but gatherings & meet-ups too.
- cut down on my ciggies. bleah. so cliche...
- be a better friend. and an even better boyfriend. =)
- and no more drama please. peace.

and yes, there's so many things to buy next year. and my bday is coming. those who are scratching their heads thiking what to get for me, scratch no more. i'm gonna help you. and yes, you're welcome.

- iRiver h10 mp3 player. red one can
- polaroid camera
- nike bag
- crumpler camera bag
- dlsr camera
- mac laptop. 15" powerbook to be precise
- new urban male sandals
- webcam
- dvd player
- havaianas flip flops
- clinique happy set
- desperate housewives, sex and the city & lost dvd set
- more polo tees
- more bermudas
- more jeans
- red adidas watch
- fossil watch
- leather wallet
- pictionary board game
- lava lamp
- calvin klein boxers

phew. so pick one. =)

finally, i managed to catch saw II. and i must say, the first 10 mins is just one of the best scenes i've ever seen. i'll remember it for quite sometime. it's brutal as expected. i feel that the plot and the flow of the story make sense. and the twist is just simply pure brilliance. i guess the switch of directors is a good move cos from what i heard, many prefer the sequel.

it's kinda sickening to know that 'innocent' (well, they're jail convicts but still...) have to die just to set a trap on a cop (played by donnie wahlberg). and yes, the villains succeeded. well, if you're into these gory stuff, go watch it. it's really worth your money. 4 out of 5 popcorns.

read a sad but rather amusing story in the news.

a 15-year old girl died after kissing her bf. why?

well, she's allergic to peanuts and apparently, her super smart bf had some peanut butter snacks before kissing her.

hhhm.. its rather sad to die this way. first of all, this clearly shows that we shudnt take allergies lightly. it can be fatal. secondly, if i were the girl, i'll be so humiliated (even though i'm dead). 15 years old leh.. what if it's her first kiss? lol. sad sad...

so guys and gals, please. let this be a lesson. if you're allergic to anything, please inform your partner abt it. and pls pls, do not kiss him/her, or let him/her lick you (esp your nipples) and forget abt oral sex. :)

i'm currently watching the 2nd seasons of lost & desperate housewives. also, the 3rd series of the oc.

lost just gets getting better & better. no kidding. it's one of the best things tts happened this year. lol.

desperate housewives keep up to expectations. it's still entertaining and keeps you glued to your seats.

hhhm.. as for the oc, i'm beginning to lose interest. it's just draggy & it goes round and round abt ryan/marissa & seth/summer. i just don't see this show lasting. maybe just one last season after this. it's ratings are dropping anyway in america.

yeap. tts wat i've been doing this holiday whenever i'm home. one piece of advise? go watch LOST! NOW!

yesterday marked the only 2nd time(the first one was the first day) i actually did my hari raya visits.

meeting my sec sch classmates was awesome. nothing much has changed after these years. the goofballs are still goofballs. the serious ones are still serious. the metrosexuals are still metrosexuals. so yeah, nothing much changed.

had lotsa fun with aizat, adan, yen, faiz, ayu, lisa, yul, fan, hezri and nizam. i didnt realise how much i miss them.


faiz, aizat, adan & myself.

thanx guys. we're definitely meeting up again. lol.

presentation is on fri. and my work is still not done. wtf.

photography
14 prints on 'beginning today...' poem. [DONE]
8 prints on self-portraiture [DONE]
mock-up for self-portaiture [NOT DONE]
exhibition review [NOT DONE]
6 contact sheets [NOT DONE]

design drawing
4 B&W sketches [DONE]
4 Color sketches [2 DONE]
4 Color on photoshop [NOT DONE]
A2 poster [NOT DONE]

flash
15sec web intro [RE-DOING]
developement (color sketches, rationale, frame by frame) [NOT DONE]

bleagh. cannot sleep these few days. time is running out.
im lucky that my presentation is on fri. supposed to be tmrw but pushed to fri.

anyways, gd luck to my fellow nafarians. :)

bleagh. my presentation is next week and i'm not done with photography, flash and design drawing.
hari raya is definitely the last thing on my mind now. lol. guess as you get older, the anticipation fades.
i dont wanna raya can?

anyways, i wanna wish my scorpian babies bdays...

serine, yanti, yen (pressie coming), yq (buying tmrw), amanda (pressie coming), vivian, christine, izzal, YIN (saturday baby), peng (pressie coming), nizam & zuri. pls behave all you horny pple. lol.

i'm so gonna be broke.

lastly, happy halloween freaks. happy deepavali to my hindu frens. :)
and selamat hari raya to the muslims. hv a great festive holiday.

have you ever feel like you're all alone even though you're surrounded with great friends?

i guess certain things are better left kept to yourself.

so hyqel, don't bug people with your nonsense.

i screwed up. again.
how irresponsible & careless can i be?

to my very good fren, what u did that day really meant alot. u opened my eyes. i realised i'm so blessed to hv a fren like you. thanx man.



and happy 19th bday yen.
hv a kick-ass bday.